"We're Living In The Movie"

Have you ever stop and wondered.......
Why our reality imitates the art???????
Vanilla Sky.......
Why ours souls are so apart,
From what's real and what's the art!
Why is our art becoming our reality.......
Why is the truth....considered insanity?
See, you don't understand subconsciously!
You Know it's fake, but hear your heart beat!
Why is that???????
Your brain waves been played with.......
Programed.......
Something to play with!
A remote controlled object
To the elite,
Their final project!
While I'm searching for new logic,
Your searching through the channels
Forced to get cable,
So they could channel you!
Enemy Of The State!!!!!!!
Without a lecture.
Freedom striped.......
Guest who's next up?
Dumbed down, like you suppose to be.
Why you praying to some rosaries????????
This ain't how it suppose to be!!!!!!!
Lied to.......
Misinformation!!!!!!!
Led by some Freemason's,
That don't know they're freeing Satan.
Oh.......I mean "Santa".
See organizations like the "Black Panthers" couldn't be!
That's ruining their plan book!!!!!!!
See, they're the only planed crooks!
You call it "United Nation",
I call it an "Infiltration".
Controlled like a "Puppet";
The only thing "Free".......is what's "Public".
You "Voting" is an "Injustice"!
They "Win" regardless!!!!!!!
Who's you???????
Look.......
As long as you play your script.......
Keep your lips closed,
And don't say shit!!!!!!!
They promise you a nice little gift.......
A rope to hang on, but you're the fish!

Are We Really In Control?

The true definition of democracy is when politicians are elected and employed by the people to achieve the needs and goals of common man. The true meaning of democracy seems to have been buried and forgotten in the modern society. That's what manipulation is all about! A better political system would probably be "Meritocracy", which supports each person's personal abilities and strengthens them so each of us have a very fair chance to become what we want with help from the collective society.

The Mindstate Of A Primitive Man

Before I was feed all this misinformation;
Before I was lied to, and placed in segregation.
Before I was hypnotized and desensitized to crime innovation.
You placed me in this nation.......
Okay,
Standing ovation!!!!
But enough persuasion.......
I'm seeking out God's creation!

Open Your Eyes

I'm not liked because I'm not like you.
You floating in a cloud, I'm standing in my own shoes.
Either don't care or don't bother attitude,
To sum your whole life up, "Lived With No Gratitude".
Well I care!
The lives lost on our share,
Wasn't just in vain.......
Do I further need to explain!

No Way Out

Raise up and fight is what they want you to do.
As soon as you do, they'll continue to shoot!
Take what Martin has left us with, and the lessons of his teachings.
Fighting back with violence doesn't accomplish anything, just cause mass hysteria.
In the mist of that hysteria, they will implement the new laws of the land.
Laws that are supposedly made to stop the violence, but these laws have been in plan!
They will round us up and strip us of our freedom.
Accept their mark or end up in treason.
No way to escape, but to give up is no reason.
Fight back with love and let your heart do the defeating!

I Now Understand

I've found the reason for my unhappiness, doubts, and feelings.
We've been lied to, controlled, and it's revealing.
Life is realer and harder than you thought!
Just wait and see.......
Soon we all will be bought!!!!
Start off with the big fish and gradually work your way down,
Soon, we all will be from the same town.
Can you see it?
It's everywhere.......
It is not a scare!
It's a fact that we're blind to.
You don't want to read, so you have no clue.
They say to hide something from a minority, just put it in a book.
Add on the distraction of work, games, movies, etc.......
And the people won't know where to look!
Open your eyes.......

Process Of Elimination

The notion of continuing on,
Even with the pangs of struggle.
Learnt that the heart was rear,
and that your thoughts can lead to trouble!

My Focus

I don't focus to much on my goals.
I'm aware of them.....
But I focus more on the grind,
And what it takes to obtain them.
This is my tactic!
The way I attack it!
I'm not asking you to back it
Just respect how I ruminate!

We Have A Problem!!!!

We Spend Too Much Time Worrying About The Problem
And Not Enough Time Looking For The Solution....
And That's A Problem Within It's Self!

Spiritual Soldier

Spiritual soldier....
I die for what I believe in
While others keep grieving,
I stand tall so I can see them....
Problems that is,
Can't let the devil win over this kid
Not my soul or my life,
So I watch out for the Antichrist!
If you notice you can bear
Whatever is placed in your despair
So don't look here
Don't look there
Start within and don't you dare....
Say you can't!
That's the reason why you're tainted,
While all others have fainted
Keep it moving,
No complaining....

The Greatest Teacher

Your brain can teach you....
Just let it reach you
Just as the first people taught themselves,
You can teach,
Just dwell!
You have ten but seek more
The power of the brain,
You can't ignore.
I taught myself what I haven't learned
So therefore,
This court's adjourned!

He/She's Not There!

Do you notice when somebody dies and they find his/her body, they say "We found his/hers body"? We found his/her body as in they are not there. Their body was there, but not them! Who they were as a person, spirit, or soul no longer flows!

I Live In My Head

I live in my own mind....
So my thoughts are ahead of it's time.
To think how life should be lived,
at least for me....
Sets me free,
and places me where I want to be.
My brain is confined by the mass of my skull,
so my thoughts run crazy in my head.
It keeps me up at night,
I see light even when it's dark in sight!

Can You Blame Him

Came to the end of the road
and yeah it's dark
I'm lost without a spark
Friends and family disappeared
Lost grace, no despair
Was bubbling for some years
Came up off a thing or two
White moving swiftly
Snitches singing like some angles
No, I aint no angle
But fame is what came duke
Lexus, Rovers, and big chains
Is what a nigga came to
Bitches, they all humpin'
Trying to feed off of something
Name ring bells
Touch down in every cell
From Water Town to Fort Dix
Name hold weight like bricks
Had the whole club sippin' on bottles
While partying with models
They all beggin' to be my rider boo
But no, I ride with boo....
45 is what I call her
Leave hollows inside of you
In and out of town
They tellin' me to slow down
But how can a nigga clown
When his face is on frown?
So forget that!
This money is how I get back
At all them nights
And all them days
A nigga was wishing
He would've been paid
So say....
Do yourself a favor,
Try to walk in my shoes
Before they where Mauri gators!

One In The Same

When rich people lose money they go crazy,
but when poor people get money they go crazy!

Blinded By The Signs

Trying to find real souls
Because there's not many left!
Speak upon something real,
And an frown impedes upon their chest.
Not understanding the ways of an analyst....
Just of the unknowledgeable
Stuck in the pride of ignorance,
And always susceptible to failure
Why must we not see,
What's upon our paths?
Even when times show us signs,
We continue with laughs!
9/16/08

Teach Me English & I'll Teach You Math

Teach me how to talk to you and what to say
Teach me so I'll want more and I'll want to stay
Teach me words that will brighten up your eyes
Teach me words that will have me laying between your thighs!
Teach me proper words that will lead to a cuddle
Teach me words that won't lead to a rebuttal
Teach me English so I can teach you math
Teach me English so our conversations will last....
I'll teach you math so you'll see how we could become 1
I'll let you see that my burning passion is the only thing = to the sun
I'll teach you math so you could see how we could multiply
I'll teach you math to show you that a couple equals you & I
I'll teach you math to show you how we could divide
I'll teach you math to show you there's nothing greater than
I'll teach you math to show you how we make up 100 percent!
8/22/08

Silent Cries

I've lost my sanity but yet sane
Don't know how to cry,
I feel no pain!
Weather tear drops or rain
There disposed of and drained
But once I'm disposed of,
Please don't let me come again!
This is my plea
A cry for rescue
You can say what you want,
But who are you?
9/8/08

Lost Wars

I'm a soldier beyond warrior words
It sounds absurd,
But nouns or verbs can't describe me in a word!
I was brought fourth to come back
Now I'm here, but how should I act?
Caught up among physical things
Even though I'm a spiritual being
My ways have took over my spirit again
So now my souls yearns to earn knowledge,
But I continue to rob and abolish it
And think my ways will change,
but my ways has took over my spirit again!
8/11/08

I Gave My Love Away

I gave my love to her
but she said she couldn't stay
She said she was on the run
And had to give my love away
So now my heart pumps
But blood is not the factor
Just tears of rejection
And my face has no more laughter!
So the deciding factor is
Where do I go from here?
My love has depreciated
Now it's turned to fears!
9/8/08

If She Only Knew

If she only knew what she could do
What she could have
It's all in her grasp!
Smile because she makes me laugh.......
Don't want to let her go
She's the greatest fad.
Need her in my life so that pressure won't bust pipes
Need her in my life to eventual be my wife!
All I want to do is to make passionate love to you,
kiss you from head to toe
Give you some X and O's.
Life has no meaning if your not in it
Different from the rest
Which makes you authentic.
When your heart beats
Mines beats too
If we're together,
God will see us through!
8/9/08

Birth Defect

I was doom as the birth of a man, to stand as I stand! As I walk among the plains of hell, I still exist, as others has crossed over no more relying on the conscious thoughts of life or death. I Will soon be a replica of a distinct mannerism that once evolved. So in regards to my departure from this earth, I will take nothing with me, but I will leave behind the things that are fictitious! Null and void are the feeling I get from my conscious regarding my physical being.
8/1/08

Brain Matter, No More Thoughts

Thoughts of a predicate
It's felons you never get!
Tight as a tourniquet
The memories I'll never forget
Moms didn't raise me right
How I'm going to win this fight?
I cross on a green light
Plight all in my site
Will I make it through the night?
Insight don't make you bright
Unless you act on it
Blessed in a prayers moment!

Pot To Piss In

Living how I want to live
Giving what I want to give
Speaking what I haven't spoke
Saying quotes you haven't noted!
Being promoted is never a crime
Bending my back,
With my own spine....
Living my grind freely in mind
Don't give me yours,
I have mines!!!!

For Your Father

We're all dying slowly day by day,
Just remember to say your grace!
Soon we'll all be on our way,
To a place where we were meant to stay.
A place where souls lie and wait,
A place we all will see one day!
DEDICATED TO LISA BONAPARTE

My Load I bear

I don't know how much more I could take....
It's been 25 years and I still haven't break,
but I'm starting to shake!
Lord help me awake!
To better and brighter days
I'm tired of being impoverished,
I'm stuck in these ways.
I'm feeling defeated,
confused,
and all alone....
Wonder what it's going to be like when you call me home?
Because here we don't stay,
So I'm living for today wishing my temporary stay ends okay!

It's Not Always Greener On The Other Side

The fascination of struggle, and how you can overcome it....... The depletion of fame, and how you went down the drain!

Here & Now

Thinking about my pass,
And how I made it last....
But now I'm in the future,
It's going to take some getting use to!

Destructive Path

Only here for a stay,
And so you made a way,
But that way wasn't clear,
And so my end was near!

Mirror

When I look in the mirror,
Do I see what you see,
Or what I see?
Is it reflecting what I think I look like,
Or what I actually look like?
We all interpret things differently,
So we all see things differently!
I see what the mirror shows,
But you see what the mirror sees.......

Help Me Find My Way

Help me find my way along,
for I am stuck as I read these cherish able palms.
The words that are quoted helps me keep my life noted,
but in times that are hard,
please help me keep focused.
For it's easy to lose track
and get caught up in the world's traps
but once I move on there's no looking back!
I shall stand alone and walk on my own,
as a man that's settled and ready to stand before your throne.
For what ever reason I'm not ready to face Armageddon,
then please spare my life
for I have sacrifice my heart to Christ....
Help me find my way!

I Never Had A Chance

I never had a chance, to see what you saw
I never had a chance, to travel oh so far
I never had a chance, to feel how you felt
I never had a chance, to live in good health

I never had a chance, to buy what you bought
I never had a chance, to to learn what thought
I never had a chance, to grow how you grew
I never had a chance, to be me but live like you!

Lessons

The mediocrities of a man,
similar to standing in quicksand.
The simplicity of love,
pure as whiteness on a dove.
Is anyone aware?
How dare we live without living...
Give thanks before the giving.....
You bare your father's heart
so wear it on your sleeve.
Use it as a garment of expression
Learn your lessons, even as an adolescent.
Give without giving up
and receive without greed
And please believe,
He's the only blessing you'll ever need!

Still Can't Believe Your Dead!

The replays of horror reminiscing in my head,
still can't believe you're dead!
How you laid in your bed with a pillow over your head,
Still can't believe you're dead!
One shot's all it took as your body's life force was took,
still can't believe your dead!
Dream about you nightly how you departed me so early,
still can't believe your dead!
As the days goes on and all I could do is cherish you in these poems,
still can't believe your dead!
Till the day we meet again please rest in peace my friend,
still can't believe you're dead!
*R.I.P. Nashan Amos Platt*

Life's Crazy

The zone I'm in is Twilight my friend,
Mixed feelings and thoughts caught up within.
Never meant for anything bad to happen,
all I ever wanted was pure satisfaction.
But my life is on a pace that's never relaxing,
hope to god it doesn't end in distasteful fashion!
Leave everything behind for a piece of mind,
knowledgeable that I'm not dumb,
hear that I'm not deaf,
but am certainly blind!

About Me

To know me is to love me,
I live like no one is above me!
Rock my heart proudly
and wear it on my sleeve.
But believe it or not,
I don't know how to grieve.
Was made to be warm blooded
soley for this cold world,
but all I ask of god
Is to bless me with a little girl.

I'm Not Perfect!

There's no way....
To live on this earth without sinning,
There's not one day!
Don't judge me for my wrongs,
Judge me for my rights,
My rights to be wrong
But making it right!
You look at the tats,
And automatically judge,
But look at the facts,
My surroundings is what it caused it to be!
Now everyone handles their situation differently,
But my different is no different from yours,
We just handle that differently!
You call me out my name,
By calling me a thug,
But look at what you're doing,
You're practising hated,
Not love!
Love for a person,
That's crying out for help,
Then you say you believe in God,
But the presence isn't felt!

Who's Right In The Hood?

A righteous man once said I was blinded,
I said nope, you're behind it
I get some crack, chop it up and put it out,
and you'll go out and find it!
Nah I'm just doin' my thing and sad cause we're both
sufferin' from the same thing that could of made us kings, Father!
I'm supplin' it, you're buyin' it, so fuck it we're both tryin' it
I'm tryin' to get rich off it, you're tryin' to get an ich off it! ooowwww!!!
We both walkin' the hood musty but I've been trappin' for dayz,
a dime a minute with a quarter of sour
I'm tryin' to triple my payz....
the same grades you were gettin', now I cop,
you stayed in, I had to drop....
out, her top ridiculous,
spit shine, expensive shit,
polish on the stick shift,
I'll be cummin' in a all white shit....
oh, you didn't get it?
Look....car or top they both drop to their knees,
You stayed in school to become a junky
but I dropped out to see g's.......

"This World Has It's Burdens"

Tainted by the world, so I can't be perfect....
Wait on the day that I change, I promise it's worth it!
Can't see through them eyes of yours,
just through these blind ones!
Think about life ahead but live in a rewind one!

When I See You.......(Rap)

When I see you
I always fall in love
Nah sike
I'm just kidding girl
Welcome into Major's world
Where you're Major's girl
Have you on top the world
Pushin' all types of toys
Meetin' all types of boyz
Boy
Do she stunt so hard
Swear they retarded
Oh my god
Look at their porridge
Whoooo
That's a honey drop
Push it right through the block
All the girls stop and watch
You
You just stop and shop
Cop
Whatever you want
Whenever you flaunt
 You know they gonna taunt
Uhhhhh
Cause you with the feddi boy
Linguini and spaghetti boy
Gettin' all the bready boy
He likes heady boy
And boy
Does he stunt hard too
Nigga's coppin' my shoe
To say they walked in my shoes
We make the rules
Apartments water view
No nark's in front of you
Apartments rented
Who?
Please
I own mine duke
Straight cash for that
No loans my duke
My bitch is ballin' too
We in the zone and it' on
Fuckin' her all day
We leave the club by the mournin'
Fresh off in the car
They hit the trains
And they yawnin'
Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha
Baby you see that
Black on black Aston Martin Lawrence funny Will Smiths
But I'm a bad boy
Stuntin' with the steel fifth
Honey got the steel pick
Peel a nigga real quick
Shave a nigga face off
If he tries to face off
Nigga we play soft
Just like a muscle
This pretty one do tussle
She'll buck you or cut you
They rather hustle
We ball real smooth
No limit
We paid our dues
No gimmick
We really do
So come through
And ball no limp
Your name up on a blimp
Good life
Just a glimpse.......

You Call It, I Saw It!

I have to dress like you to fit in amongst you....
I come hidden like your true feelings that hunts you!
I'm a moving vehicle son!
I've lived life, so I've won,
In other words I came to life to show you how you do this run.

Cards-N-Life!

It's not what I want, it's what I was dealt....
every body's quick to judge but no one's quick to help!

No Man Is Good

My faults are my faults.......
Sin is to live as living is to sin!
Never will be able to break that in this lifetime
But don't follow me, learn from me, and what not to do!
God knows my heart but you know my wrongs
Act perfect if you want, which we all know doesn't exist
You know who you are, but everybody knows who you ain't
No saints just sanctuaries, where you can go and get your heart unburied!

You're Still My Cousin

A cousin you are,
even though you're as far as a star.
Just know that you're closer to god
and your with mommy now
so I know she's proud!
To see her daughter and grand-daughter
You put in the time, god placed the order.
I remember you questioning
will you ever see her again?
Now I'm talking to you through the sounds of my pen.
You were more than a cousin, a friend!
Love you to death, even beyond the end!
You use to talk about seeing this little girl
Even as a little girl she was apart of your
world!
You birthed her on November 8th...
Come to find out,
she just came to reunite you face to face,
with Ruby May!
*R.I.P Trebor Dlanod Jones*

My Life's Like A Movie

My life's a movie
scripted by "GOD".
I've come this far,
in no need of a north star.
I'm the star in this lonely movie,
it's going to take more than a few tragedies to move me.
I'll remember you but you remember this,
my life was edited with proper etiquette!

All We Got Is Us

Are we responsible for all that's going on?
Are we excepted to withstand this
terrible storm?
Can we smile without faults?
Can we be tried without the courts?
Will we ever win and when???
The infallible lives stranded in pins.
We move how we were taught,
so there's no errors in our faults!
Being bought and brought without
consent,
and now as we struggle
they raise our rent.
We reach in our pockets that's still filled with lent
Can anyone tell me where heaven went
or should I say our spiritual sense?
Now-a-days nothing seems to make sense
All there is are mischief and deceivers,
hard to make not only you but anybody a believer?

The Day A Brother Died

Never thought tears should fondle
a man's eyes.
Even though it's a part of life,
never thought a man should cry!
Birthed by a woman but
conceived by a man,
never thought it was in god's plans
to have man's tears entangle with the sand.
But that all changed when my
desires turned to pain...
One call from a kin,
on how I lost my only friend.
Without even notice,
my eyes lost focus.
Blinking rapidly, and saddened unhappily
Tears start to flow
as my heart no longer glows
Strickened by the pain
of never seeing my friend again!
*R.I.P Nashan Amos Platt*

Where Do I Stand

In my heart there's lust
I'm trying to change my ways,
Hope it's not to late
Can't take it to the grave,
I feel like I'm trapped
Am I really enslaved?
Do I fall into temptation
Or stand up and be brave?
Why is this so, is it already
Engraved?
Do I walk soft pastures
Or has it already been paved?

Life is only but a mere moment, so take a moment to live!