A great person and friend once said...."The purpose of growth is getting passed the problem and knowing the solution will not come until both parties realize they have to push their accustom ways aside and make it right." -Radtastic Splashery A.K.A Chanel 'Speedy' Benjamin

I Move Different Now

See they fail to understand how I think and how I thought....
Even in my dying days, need no life support!
See they were smart, but I was smarter
They showed smarts, I showed hunger
Showed my ass whenever in class,
Now I look back and they last!
See the pass is the pass and the presence is what's felt....
Now my vision all straight and theirs is on a tilt
I was built....they were broken
They used their brain as a token
I skipped the train, switched lanes, and you can find me in a range!
No matter if it's gun or rover
The name's Major,
So you know what?
Salute me when you see me
Or play blind like Stevie.......
Catch up nigga!

This Is Power Number Forty-Five

I'll change things a little at a time, so you don't revolt!
Eventually things will be the way I want it to be,
And you won't even notice....
That the life you once lived,
Is now just a memory!

Always Catching Feelings/It's Not That Serious

You're a sensitive man,
Emotionally feeling shit.......
Easy to get mad,
That's why we call you a bitch!
Stop all the crying and complaining for nothing
Thank God for being alive and put a cover over that button
Because it's not covered and easy to be pushed
Next time we say there she go,
Try not to look!

You Don't Know Me

A man is not defined by his strength but wisdom.......
Being smart is far from being wise!
Why threats direct or indirect?
Don't know you and don't want to!
Smart by penmanship but unwise with words.
A sitting duck threatening A flying bird.......
Doesn't that sound absurd???????
Would be smart to see if we know the same people.
Not people as in friends, but people as in foes.......
You should be more concentrated on correcting your woes!
Don't exasperate my family with petty little threats!
Because when it come to me being taken from my son,
My life I will bet!!!!!!!
You nor your peasant thugs which you call wolves,
Or should I say "Sheep's in wolves clothing",
Place fear in this man!
Instead of taking a stand, you should take a stand.......
In other words become a man!


Sincerely,
Grow up and get off that dumb shit
Black man always thinking about grabbing a gun quick
Calculate the years it took to see that you were wrong
And add that to the times that you sang that same song
You got a lot of making up to do
Start by correcting that shoe
I'm tired of nigga's like you who don't have a clue
That the reason we're nigga's, is because of nigga's like you
Yes I called you a nigga, because like a nigga you think
Sending some nigga's to hurt a nigga
So nigga's we remain.......

Mel Major

The Blame Game

Lets not fool ourselves.......
Selfish is the cards you dealt with,
Reformed is the cards I held stiff!
Who's the blame?
Lets not point the finger,
That's not my demeanor!
All we need to do is clean up.......
Even if we have to divide between us!

Emotionally Drained (Gone)

I understand that everything happens for a reason,
So what's the reason for reasoning?
Emotionless to the things I've been subjected to.......
Only because I've been rejected too!
Why have pity for you when there's no pity for me?
I don't want your pity anyway.......
Pity isn't something that's here to stay!
Love is!!!!!!!
But where is it?
Concealed behind two broken hearts that rejects visits.
I must go now.......
Or should I stay?
Believe it won't be the same anyway!!!!!!!